Koyaaa...

25th of October 2009,Sunday...

Ish ish... 25 days left for SPM. By right I should be panic for now,but somehow,I didn't... I wonder why @_@ Revision-yes, but I'm just kinda lack of determination to concentrate on my revisions. Uh,3 weeks left and I still can't get the right mood to my study, sad one~

Hmm... for my class,5sc3 is far away different from science1 and science2,by right we should be well prepared and also to fully occupy our timetable with something beneficial,but I bet you can never see such ambiance in my class,we're just way to relaxing,hoho... What's with the hurry? =P

Well,gonna end my post and get my ass to my text book,wish me luck~ :D

How much I wish you could tell me the truth...

24th of October 2009,Saturday...

Finally,I've got the chance to sit down and have some of my time to update my blog,it's been quite a while that I've been "separated" with my lappie...

I've always been asking myself... Was I doing the right thing?? Was it worthwhile for me to spend my time on you?? Was I a person which was under your concern?? Or,am I?? Or maybe I'm just a tool for you?? I just can't get the exact answer... Whenever you were in a bad mood,I was always there for you... I tried my best but ended up with a heart breaking moment where pieces shattered all over... And I don't think you knew that or even care about it... You hold on my request and said YES to the other side... Why... Have you ever think of me? Did you?

Though,I knew the reason why you did so from the very beginning... Maybe I was a fool by that time,but... There has never been any hatred from me... My heart was once broken because of you... Have you ever realised that?

There have been some misunderstanding between us,the way I share is perhaps the only way for me to get relief... For you,I might be selfish and a person which is full of hatred... If that's what on your mind,you're definitely wrong...

How much I wish that you could understand my feeling... How much I wish you could give me the answer that I've been long-awaited..

I'm here... As always...

17th of October 2009,Saturday...

I might have almost got rid of every bit of you in my heart... But then... Deep down,there are still something that couldn't fade away that easily...

I could have spoken out loudly to anyone,that you're non of my concern anymore,but at the same time I could feel the sadness in the bottom of my heart... Each and every time,I've been speaking out reluctantly whenever there are conversations which involves you... I might not be the choice of yours,but I truely understand the truth that lies beneath... I was once overcame by sorrow,I was once a person who swings mood every so often just because of you... But now,it doesn't seems to be any better...

I'm here... I'm always here,for you...

There's a party on going!!

13rd of October 2009,Tuesday...

First of all thanks to Ivan and Song for the invitation for the birthday celebration dinner on Sunday night,appreciate that lot! =D Well,supposing I was having my dinner with parent but then mom and dad were generous enough to allow me for the birthday celebration,thanks~ ^^

Here's our birthday boyS

Happy birthday to both of you,babeh(s)~

Since there were both of them,so then we sang twice the birthday song for these two,^^

As you know,taking photos plays an important role in order to make up the joyful ambiance and atmosphere,same goes to this one~ All the while I was the one who always been doing the photo-shooting job,this time its the same ^_^

lok-lok-ing...

Uh-Oh smelly!!

Noticed something?? Among the 7 photos above,my face appears for only twice,realised that?? Well,camera-man is always the one who sacrifice the chances of appearance on those photos taken,and I'm always the one that bring along my camera or maybe by using my phone to take photos. Though it's bit bo-siok sometimes,but I'm willing to do so,since everyone's happy,I'll be happy as well,right?? ^_^

So then after our meal,we then went for movie session. It so happened that Wan Wei just bought a Thai horror film,which looks kinda cool. So then,Thai's horror film was our best choice among the rest!!

At first,everyone were concentrating on the screen...

After encountering some horrific scene,this is what happened... LOL

Overall,the movie was scary enough that I'm sure it'll make you guys to scream for your mama,but the storyline,well its kinda confusing. But then we still enjoyed screaming all the way,hohohooo...

After that,went for billiard session. Was challenged by Jie earlier before,and later won both of the game,wheeeeee~ Damn happy wey,enjoyed the game without spending a single cent~ XD

Study,NOT~

11th of October 2009,Sunday...

Hoho~ Another 2 days of holiday for me,that will be on Monday and Tuesday! To make things better,I skipped school today without any particular reason,so that it will be a 3 days consecutive holiday! Hmm,the reason why I skipped was partly because that the teachers in school didn't really teach on the board right after our trial except some of them. Lately I was like going to school for the sake of crapping around with my friends instead of absorbing knowledge into my brain,there's nothing beneficial for me,right?! =D It's better for me to stay at home and have my revision~

Talking about revisions... Well,I admit I just can't get the mood to study,seriously... Everyday when I woke up early in the morning,I persuaded myself to study during night time instead of day time. When the time comes,I got into my room R.E.L.U.C.T.A.N.T.L.Y !! By the time when I opened up my book,I just can't concentrate,there's too much distraction for me! I can even play with a eraser by throwing it towards the wall,GOSH!! I seriously need some determination,inspiration and motivation!!

Oh,but since bro came back to kb,I can barely touch my laptop,he was kinda like sucked onto the laptop for almost 24/7!! So that's the reason why I can't really get any updates!

*sigh sigh* SPM's just around the corner and I'm still slacking... I deserves a big slap from someday like YOU!

Ewww!

4th of October 2009,Saturday...

Uh,last few days,I've got a super duper HUGE acne on my nose,and that was ridiculously hurt when I touched it! DANG it! I don't even feel like washing my face cus that would definitely hurts a lot!

Before

After

Gosh,sorry for posting such a grossy photos ya,but I'm just feel like sharing these to you guys,hehehee... These photos might be bit blurry and the acne's kinda small in size huh? Seriously it was FU*KING huge wey! By the time when I squeezed it,wow~ That feeling was fantastically awesome! Jezzzz...

Well well,tomorrow will be going for a futsal session with some of my amateur friends,could it be fun? Sure does~ Wheeee~

Nitez nitez people!!

Zhe's birthday~

2nd of September 2009,Friday...

Sorry for being late again,bro just came back from KL on Tuesday. Well,I'm such a good guy that I didn't touch my laptop for days until he tells me to do so,hohooo~ By right,I shouldn't be touching my laptop anyway,since exam's just around the corner!! It's about 1 month left for me and I'm still right here updating my blog,pathetic!!

Anyway,I've been to Zhe's house for his birthday celebration. Well,non of us really know the exact location of Zhe's house as his house is in Pasir Mas,gosh... That's quite a distance away from KB luu. Thanks to Yong for the ride,got up into his car along with Jeon,W.Wei,Theng,Pang and he himself,6 of us,which was kinda cramp,lolx...

After some 20 minutes,YAY~ We found it~ What we did first was going into his air-cond room and started gambling playing poker cards~


Once everybody were there,out we go for the BBQ session~ Wheeeee~



Hmm... BBQ was just for us to bakar-bakar nia,there were lots of mouth-watery foods after that...

Ish~

After our dinner,there goes the birthday boy... Captions will do the talking...

What's wrong with you Jia Li??

"Leg smacking" session~

Supposing I was staying overnight over there,but due to some reasons,just got home with a bitchy reason,sorry Zhe,Sheon and Shou... I know I'm bitchy with that, =P

Enjoyed the party lot~ ^~^