Sawadekaaaaaaap~

Speaking of having my long-awaited vacation, finally got the chance to go to Hatyai, Thailand with a few buddies which I took less than half a day to decide and tell my friends, JOM!

Accommodation was good, companions were awesome, and the best part was we didn't actually plan our entire journey before hand. We literary just plan on our schedule as we go along. Tried quite a few of the local delicacies, some were decent, some were just mehhh.

Here are two honorable mentions below..

 pretty dope coconut ice cream with frozen egg yolk.

Yes, EGG freaking yolk!

 

liked this pork / beef noodle, especially its broth! a 8.5/10

They say you're likely to get conned by Tuk Tuk driver in Thailand but I guess we were well prepared in terms of that. We only hope onto a Tuk Tuk whenever necessary and the fair had to be within, or 100 baht (to be divided by 4). And for that, we definitely did a loooooot of walking, like freaking 3-5km each day! But it was all good, walking around while navigating through google map, or asking around the locals with a lil bit of sign language, a lil bit of simple English and a lil bit of elementary Thai. The overall experience is all good!

 

Now, the next thing is to push myself out of the comfort zone and try going around by myself! That's definitely one of the things in my bucket list!

Happy New Year!

Its the year of Monkey peeps! And I still can't quite believe that it means I've stepped into the second round of my (Chinese) Zordiac cycle! Man, time really does fly.

Well, new year, same crap.. Nahhh just kidding, although part of the shitty things were still carried forward to this year from one way or another, but let's hope for a better year. In terms of anything, everything!

Haven't really updated about my new job that I got myself into a couple a months ago, and now its already the time where I'm about to leave the company (its because its a contract base job). Gotta admit that working in a renown toy company is definitely something special and fun. So finger crossed that I either get an extension of my current contract with more responsibilities given OR a conversion to become a permanent staff. If these two don't happen, then I'll most likely gonna go
收工过年。But of course I do have my backup plans ongoing already with a few interviews and all, so yea, hope all is well!!

Other than work, everything is pretty much the same... Oh wait, relationship status?! Nope, nothing changes for that aspect as well, Ha Ha :'(

Whatever it is, definitely hope for a better year ahead as I grow another year older, wiser ;)

Moving on..

It has almost been a month since the passing of my boy and as time goes by I am getting back on track, but there is no doubt that I still miss him very much especially when I see videos relating to dogs, or even some stray dogs by the road.

Haven't been home since a month ago and it is hard to imagine how should I control my emotion when I actually got back home to see where he has always been..

Benny boy, be good on the other side and just so you know that you will always have a place in our heart, gor gor misses you, yea? :')

Benny, my boy, RIP.

It is never easy to lose someone precious in life, and today, I lost a special one who is more than just a pet dog, he's part of the family- Benny.

It's been 10 years and the day when he was introduced to the family was just like yesterday! Seeing you grow from a lil puppy that was always curious and getting into trouble, to an obedient and playful teenage, and finally to your older age when you were no longer that hyperactive.. I am really, really upset to have lost you in my life. :'(

So much memories between us, most of them are good ones which I will surely remember for the rest of my life. I just feel that I've not done my best to you when you were still around, and that I am really really sorry to not be able to be by your side just right before you went into your long sleep. Please forgive me on that, and I hope that you know that I love you very much as a pet, a friend, and a family member.

It broke my heart when I actually got to see how bad your condition was just 2 weeks ago, and I know that you were truly in pain, but mentally you're strong, as always. I feel very sorry for letting you to suffer for the past few weeks but I hope you understand that we did try our best to make you feel better.

 

 

You will definitely be missed and I really hope that you're in a better place now, no longer suffering from any form of pain..

And I will definitely miss saying this: "Benny Boy, Good boy!!!"

I love you, boy... :')

BIrthday Surprise: Success

So me and my bro decided to secretly plan a lil birthday surprise for my dad, of course, with the help from my mom as well.

This was the first time for us to have such a surprising celebration and we were pretty close in having our plan ruined when mom accidentally slipped her tongue a bit when she was having a conversation with dad just a day before.

Oh well, everything went well according to plan and dad was certainly caught off guard when me and my bro just pop out from the passenger's seat behind to surprise him after he went up to mom's car for lunch.

Glad that he enjoyed his birthday dinner and also the fact that we family get to spend some quality time back in our own home in Kelantan, which has really been a while..

Last but not least...

Happy birthday, my man, my superman! May you be blessed with good health and be showered with positivity around!

Let's be thankful.

It was just last week when I was in SS2 to have our lunch. We drove there, parked our car and only came to realize that we did not have any coins for the parking ticket machines- Yes, non of us had.

So then dad suggested that I across the convenient store to buy something in order to get some change. Instead of buying something, I tried asking a few person along the way while I was walking towards the store before I finally approached an Indian guard officer of a jewelry shop.

I asked him for coins in change for my RM1 note, he stood up, got into his pocket and took out his wallet that looks pretty old. My heart instantly sank when he actually opened it up and dug out a few coins for me in exchange. I could clearly see that he had nothing much in his wallet, probably just a few ringgits worth of coins as there wasn't any notes. He then passed it to me, and smiled.

What I am trying to share is that, we all have our very own problem, that is for sure. Be it relationship, financial, family or whatever not. The thing is, there is surely someone out there that is going through a tougher life. To be frank, I still do complains a lot but I am really, truly, trying my very best to learn to be thankful of what I had/am having...

And you know what? I am still feeling bad because I actually wanted to buy him something, which I ended up doing nothing just because I thought it would be embarrassing. ughh

Customer Service

Was in the mamak earlier and I thought of only having my makan, without any drinks to go along. So there I sat myself down and started eating. Then came this 'boss' with a glass of warm plain water serving to my table and that got me looking at him at awe because to be honest, I didn't expect this from a mamak stall (NOT trying be atas, but yea)

He then replied...

"It's free, boss C: (with a smile on his face)"

You see, sometimes a simple gesture like this goes a long long way. It could just be as simple one like a glass of water or even greeting your customers in a sincere way, or even putting a smile on your face whenever you see someone!

I myself have been in the customer service line, although I may not be dealing with customer face2face, but over the phone, it still has an impact from one way or another. Frankly, I feel that how front-liners handle customer may very well affect the business of a company/restaurants, etc..

So, for those who are doing it well, keep it up! While for those who are yet to practice, make it right!!

Cracked

Something cracked and guess what it is...

Yes, my phone. :'(

I've always wondered how people can be so careless and clumsy to actually crack their phone screen. Never thought that would have happened to me,like seriously.

I was actually pretty mad at myself because the reason why it happened was just because I did not place it properly and it dropped. To listen to music using my phone, while I was bathing.. That is the reason why I feel like slapping myself :X

Gahhhhh...

Washing Machine down, I repeat, MACHINE DOWN!

It was just like any other normal day where I would just dump my clothing into the tube and let it spin.

But things weren't THAT simple yesterday... The thing stopped with some unusual beeping sound and as I stepped in to the laundry area, itu dia!!

The floor was so wet as if the place got flooded. There goes my washing machine filled with water inside with my clothes all soaked inside and water started dripping from some unusual place of the machine instead of flowing through the pipe.

When things like this happen and if you can't solve the problem, what would you do? I went straight to my mom via phone, which I think many of us would have done the same, hahaa! Oh well, to my disappointment (just joking), even she couldn't solve my shit :(

Anyways got it fixed today afternoon. Thank god I have half day off during Fridays :D

TGIF peeps! 

23 in 2 days!

My 22nd birthday was just like yesterday and boy I will be turning 23 in just 2 days!

Frankly, I can't quite believe that I will be 23 which means I am 5 years away from my high school time and 10 years apart from primary school time already!

Oh well, got back here in Kelantan as an unemployed person, spending my third week here and all is well. I am truly enjoying myself but at the same time the guilt is definitely there. Having enjoyed six weeks (and still counting) while I search for my next job, I have not been doing anything beneficial to be honest. Probably that's the reason why I am really guilty of it.

Going back to Selangor in a few days time and its time to get back on track!

Decision,decision, decision...

Having dilemma can sometimes be painful in the ass when you have to make the ultimate decision. The pain starts from the moment you were given the options to either go with A, B or even C sometimes. Then comes the weighing process of pros and cons for the options available before finally making up your mind.

Reason why I actually bring this up is because I am currently having pending decisions to be made all over the places *Gaaaaah*

Firstly, I am thinking of whether what and exactly which job opportunity should I actually take up next. Why? Because I've made my choice earlier to be involved in a job that I least preferred in terms of the job scope and career advancement opportunity over the other opportunity (2nd interview stage) that could potential be one big leap towards my achievement. Oh well, not saying that I regret with what I have chosen, but would really like to actually pick the correct one sooner rather than later.

Secondly, another thought was to actually stop looking for jobs and actually go for a vacation before I continue to work, work and work. Sort of got inspired by one of the friends who she is currently having a good time in Thailand and have always been travelling around even during her employment period in search of 'what I really want' she said.

I just can't make up my mind, yet...

Any advise?

惜福

工作了快一年了, 虽然不是什么很厉害的职位也没办法遇见什么大人物，可是却可以‘听’ 见很多不同人的经历和故事。这，也蛮不错的。。。

有的就只是一心想把事情解决然后就闪人， 有的就是换哔哩吧啦的不停的投诉可是又没有想要被帮的意思 （简单来讲就只是要找个人啰嗦下）。

有些呢，就只是会把你骂得狗血淋头根本就对事不对人，但有些却会在跟你出完气侯说声：‘不好意识刚刚其实不是在骂你。。。’

还有就是一些会跟你分享心情的。。。这些就比较少见，通常都比较特别。

老实说，虽然现在这份工不是一份令我感到很骄傲的工，也肯定不会是一份长久的工，但至少也让我学到了不少。听到蛮多故事也看得比较开，同时了解了其实是有很多人比自己现在的处境还来得更惨。


最后来句献给大家- 知足常乐~

Its April Already.

Its April already and for me Christmas was just like last month and Chinese New Year was like yesterday O,O

Is it really just me or time goes by exceptionally fast? More so when you have things to keep you busy and also events to look forward at from time to time. Frankly, it really makes me sigh every now and then when I look back.

Its been almost a year since the time when I started my first (current) job in Maxis and there is just so much things that I have been through and so much to remember..

又是新年快乐啦!!

开开心心充满了期待农历新年的到来，

望着望着就三十晚回家想去，

吃吃喝喝现在就已经大年初六。

哎，真快啊~



还记得年年过新年都很高心，今年当然也不例外。可是气氛比较起来就没像以前那么的兴奋，那么的热闹。小时候虽然回家乡的次数比起现在来的多，但每当过年回去都有一股很热烈的很high 的感觉。 哈哈，不是开玩笑的哦!

说来其实最重要是因为现在自己长大了，亲戚们也都长大了，所以也不再像以前那样大家一起玩下有的没得。并不是说亲戚之间感情变淡了，而是随着年纪的镇长都渐渐有距离感。再加上近几年来也不是说大家都一起回家一起过年，有些就选择过年去旅游, 有些就就干脆不回。就应为这样，过年都不再像以前那么的 high，那么的热闹了。。。

说真的，真的很像回到以前去在享受下当时的 feel，回味下。哎~ 但人生就是这样，不同的阶段有不同的经历，可是有时候，有些事情就是接受不了那转变。或许是还需要时间去适应，但偶尔还是会回味过去。这，是肯定的。。。

Hi, 2015

Without even realizing how fast time flies, it is already 2015 and with the first month of the year coming to an end. Things have changed pretty much and 2014 was really one of the biggest transitions as I officially began the other chapter of my life- work.

One of the most significant part was to have my Christmas and New Year's Eve celebration with my colleagues instead of my friends (of course my colleagues are my friends as well). What's more special was to have it celebrated in the office itself for both occasions, not because we wanted it that way but because we actually had no choice :'D

Another thing will be the responsibility that I have with me. So many things that were taken from granted back then are now slowly becoming something that I have to take care and considered about. Well, working doesn't allow me to have as much flexibility as I used to have last time when skipping lectures were just part of my uni life.

Meeting up with friends has never been the same any more, especially those who I haven't seen in some time. Be it uni friends or the homies from Kelantan, meeting up with each other hasn't been as often as it used to be with everyone busying with our own work or studies. However, one thing special is the strong appreciative feeling that I get each time when I got to meet up with some long-lost buddies, it feels really great!! :)

Oh well, still getting myself used to the changed lifestyle and attitude that I am currently having, but definitely I am still missing those good old times..

Throughout 2014, there were surely many ups and downs, thick and thin.. One year older, one year wiser (hopefully). Happy 2015!!

排便的幸福..

人生中重来都不觉得便秘会有几辛苦. 可是经过昨天的个人经验, 现在我完全可以体会得到那是有多他妈的痛苦!! 应该是因为在生病的那个期间吃了太aaaai多 antibiotic 说造成的 (妈说的).

有多痛苦?? 得需要动用到一条毛巾来让我咬着然后大力的 PUSH!! PUSH 个七八次才完全解决, 还要是有好几次快晕倒的 feeling... 不得了!

其实也不确定这样算不算便秘, 因为真的重来没试过（也不想再尝试). 好了, 真的有点恶心, 现在没事就谢天谢地了. That was definitely one of the most painful moments throughout my entire life..

One Pau, One Soup and One Glass of Cereal

Yea, that tittle was actually what I had for this entire day.

Why?

Because it all started with one fine night after having my dinner with a few friends and got home feeling a little cold. Probably because I was caught under the rain during my way back, it was just drizzling though.

Then came the nightmare when I was at work.. My body started to shiver in cold and my head was literary boiling hot. I shit you not, that was perhaps the longest 9 hours in my life! Somehow I had to finish the whole day instead of going for medical leave during the middle of my work. And finally when the clock ticks at 6pm, went off straight towards the nearest clinic.

Fever. Nothing more than that, but it sure did give a tough time because I was almost sleeping on and off for the following two days with limited appetite. 2 days after, I felt better with the fever but my throat started to sore. Just when I thought it was SUPPOSED to be just a minor side effect from the fever, I was so wrong after I went to the clinic for the 2nd time when it was so pain until the extend that it hurts so bad even if I was to swallow my saliva. Its been the third day today and I can barely talk, drink and or eat. Oh ya, and I lost at least 2-3 KGs within these few days just because of this.

Because of that I had to extend my Medical Leave until today, which means tomorrow I will have to be back to work, with or without this shitty condition.

Honestly, I have no idea why am I so shitty enough to get this kind of shitty combo, I just don't get it. Why me :'(

Work Life Balance...?

Been some time since I ended my university life and looking back at it, it was actually last year's December when I finished my very last paper of my Bachelor Degree paper and now its almost November already! Just coming to think of how fast everything goes sadden me some times, especially when I always thought about what I have missed out during those days which I clearly have missed the opportunity to make them up.

Starting to work makes me realize more about the importance and the need for self-esteem and self-growth. Right now I would say I am satisfied (still) with my job but would really like to find something that I really enjoy doing, that I could learn invaluable experience as well as meeting up all sorts of awesome people. Having that in mind is one thing, but I wonder what's the proper action or effort I should be doing before I could really get to whatever I want? Guess that will be my short-term goal for now?

Job aside. Now, life..

Always thankful to have supportive family members and awesome friends that are constantly playing a big role. However, there is just this one more person that I have yet to have the privilege to meet and to share and be shared with whatever highs and lows that I've been going through... A partner.

Just not THE one or its just myself not making enough effort? I just don't know.

回家真好~

Been more than three months since the last time when I was back at home in KB and ever had I thought I would be going back there so soon once I have started my working life over here. Oh well, all thanks to the friend who just got married which I got myself a pretty legit reason to head back despite just having started my work about 4 months or so.

It was a good opportunity for a quick gathering as well with some of the long-lost buddies (although there are still a few of them who were missing). Of course it was also good to be back home, as always. To get together with mom, dad and Benny is always a good thing.

Gotta say that a 3 days 2 night trip back home is definitely not going to be enough, I need more of that :'(

Congratulation once more to the newlywed couple there, may happiness and wellness be with you and your family! CHEERS~~

愧疚

我相信世上每个人看或是听到自己家人, 更加是父母哭泣的话, 都会忍不住心软或是愧疚.. 至少我会..

离开家里人独自住在外的我有个不好的习惯, 也或者可以说是偏见.  怎么说都好, 当我有空挡的时间我终是经常联络妈而忽略了爸. 对，虽然我都会叫妈把电话传去给爸听然后在跟他问好. 可是我并没有发现到其实这样有可能会让爸误会说我不想和他通话, 但我并没有任何这样子的想法. 唯独只是说有时候真的会有比较少话题跟他可以聊, 但其实也都只是我自己的想法..

我, 真的可以明白身为父母的会有多希望自己的儿女可以多点陪伴自己, 我真的明白..

反省了以后真的觉得很愧疚, 很后悔. 还记得当我看见爸爸流下他对他母亲的那些眼泪, 当下的我真的深深舍不得, 心也很痛. 真的不想以后会有一大堆的 '早知道'.

刚打给了爸, 只是普通的闲聊, 关心了他一下, 我真个人放松了..

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