不知不觉的...

最近才发现原来开工开了一个月了! 感觉上上个 post 就仿佛是昨天刚写似的. 时间真的过得有够快啊~

工作暂时是还蛮有趣, 每天都接触到不同的人, 事, 物.. 幸运的我在开工的第一个月里就有机会遇见公司的 CEO, 还享受了一整天, hohoho~ 

 

Super Hero Night!

从快要考试, 到期待着我人生中的第一次毕业典礼, 到经历过找工作的过程, 再到真正的踏入社会成为工作人士.. 这些, 都只在短短的六个月里面发生.. 只能说时间真的过得非常快.

坦白说, 有时候没事做想东想西时就会不知觉得想起大学时候的时光，有时候还真的觉得自己有很多事情还没有在适当的时候去体验, 经历.. 问自己又没有后悔? 有... 可是, 过去的就只好让它过去.. 还好几乎每个周末都有跟朋友聚集在一起的机会. 大家在一起的感觉真爽 :) 当然, 还有一些我更后悔没办法经历的过程.. 唯有留下那些 '又爱又恨' 的回忆, 哎~ :')

好了, 是时候睡觉了.. 明天会更好! :D

The path not chosen.

Been months since I have really sat down in front of my laptop and going for career fairs in search of my very first job.. Talking about stepping into the new chapter of my life from the previous chapter isn't just an overnight thing eh. Why so? Mainly because of the 'transition period' was slightly longer than my initial expectation. At first my ideal plan was to actually get myself a job BEFORE my convocation, which will be this coming Saturday, however that didn't really turn out to be the way I wanted..

 

Just when I thought it will be long after my convo before I finally found a job, miracle happened! :D MiracleS to be exact.. The thing is, I got myself an offer from company A which took them just less than 24 hours to respond. On the other hand, company B, which I had been waiting for one and a half month for their reply finally called me up on that very day before that offer company A was given to me and asked me if I would like to attend their second stage of interview (followed by the third one).


I have always hoped to get the offer from company B given with the job position provided, however, there is no guarantee that I would get the deal done after the second interview! (not to mention, the third one leh?!) On the other note, company A that offered a less favored job position, actually got better remuneration benefit and it is sooooo near to my current staying place! No doubt company B might and SHOULD be giving me more opportunity to learn and even grow. But after much advise from the experienced one, company A was the preferred choice and I myself is very much attracted to it after weighing on the pros and cons of both companies.


Oh well, hopefully there will not be this one day that I actually sit down and wonder on why didn't I take the other option instead...

Dwindling Patience.

Its been months and I am still sending off resume to companies, waiting for replies and answers. To be honest, I am starting to get a little bit frustrated about myself for the situation that I am currently at. Though there are still many friends who are also enduring such a period of time, and some are actually enjoying still. Well I may be spending my time searching for job still, but don't think it is appropriate to be categorized as the "unemployment'' sector as I wasn't laid off or whatsoever. Instead, I GRADUATED :)) 

Again, I am happily back at home in KB now. But this time around I no longer have that similar kind of excitement that I usually had during my semester break back in my uni days. Guess its probably because I realize that the next time I would go back to KL, its no longer to resume my studies in uni but for interviews and all. Ahhh~

Apart from my interviews and getting myself a job, the next thing that excites me the most is definitely my upcoming convocation! Somehow, I have this contradicting thought which a part of me is looking forward for that once in a lifetime moment, while another part of me is feeling heavy hearted upon realizing that I will no longer be a student and inevitably has to move myself into another stage of life..

Not so bad after all.

Its been almost 4 weeks since that day when I talked about getting a call to go for an interview. Well, apparently that one didn't turn out well because I wasn't able to provide firm answers for certain questions which the interviewer asked. The worse part was because those were quite important questions as they were the required criteria for that particular job position that I asked for. Put it this way, I just couldn't simply agree or promise something that I clearly got no control of, which is my mobility, so yea, that sums it up =/

Well here I am in KL waiting and hoping for good news and at the same time wondering around with friends. But good thing that I manage to make time to read on everyday news to at least know what is going on, gotta gain more general knowledge, that is for sure.

Oh ya, just decided of going back to Kelantan tomorrow :D Partly because I have nothing much better to do over here and it is better to actually go back since mom and dad misses me like mad, awww~

So then I waited and hanged around in KL until another call came to me. This one required 3 stages before I am actually an official management trainee. So let's hope for the best that I pass my second stage interview to the last stage eh!

So far so good...

Been almost 2 months since the day I got back home from Subang. Happily indulging the love and everything that I have back here, all is well..

In the mean time of enjoying, of course I gotta look around for jobs. After much delay with my lousy excuses of demanding myself with a little more time to slack around, its time that I finally made up and resume and CV and started sending to companies with vacancies available. To be honest, every vacancy available looks to be an opportunity for me really. And thankfully there was a call that asked me for a interview at last, and it was from a bank! After some discussion with my parents and there goes the decision of making a trip down to KL for the interview when I have yet to settle my permanent accommodation when I actually start working over there. Good thing to have friends around that are more than willing to provide me with temporary shelter.

Well, guess its almost time for me to move on to the next phase of my life. May not be as soon, but it is surely some where around the corner. Still can't quite believe that I am actually at my current stage of life, time really flies..

Guys, although I may still be fresh from my university life but I am really starting to miss those days already. Appreciate them while you still can, live every of your moment to the fullest with no regrets! Guess you guys would have seen and or listened advises like these from someone else that has far more experience than I do, but yea, I am really starting to appreciate those advises although it may be a little too late..

Night peeps~

Happy Lunar New Year!

How is your Lunar New Year doing so far? Food and joy says it all for my CNY. It's the 10th day already but it was just like yesterday when I first got back granny (mom's). Somehow, things got a little different this time round especially the atmosphere back at Teluk Intan. It wasn't as happening as it was back then just because granny (dad's) isn't with us anymore.. Some decided not to go back, some decided to go for vacation instead. It's actually pretty heartache to see such incompleteness in the family that was used to be complete during such reunion.

Apart from that, this year will most probably be the last CNY for me to actually spend time reuniting with my buddies in Kelantan since I will be working in KL soon.. And that simply means I will only be visiting Teluk Intan due to the limited leave available once I started working.

Honestly, I am really enjoying my time reuniting with my many of my friends right now, probably due to the fact that I know I will no longer have that kind of chance to enjoy such moment. Gotta really learn to cherish more of what I am currently having, and what I will have in the future..

不是不试, 而是真的累了...

每当我向朋友诉苦的时候,他们都说 ‘是你的,就会是你的’ 或者是 ‘要来的,迟早会来’... 换句话说就是叫我耐心的,慢慢的, 等.

我心想, 不是我没耐心等不了, 而是我拿每次付出的一切, 结果都是白费的. 一次不行,再来过.. 二次不行,没关系再试过.. 三,四,五次都行不通我还真的不知道该怨谁.. 我,没有爱迪生那份无比的耐心可顶到一百多次才把他那伟大的灯泡成功的发明完成. 有时候心还真的蛮灰, 也很累..

不是不知福, 可是有时候真的不知道自己应该怎样做才可以得到想要的,自己到底是哪里不对了. 还真的是很一头雾水. 还有, 那些‘只要你幸福我都为你高兴’的废话只是白痴才会说的, 那么伟大还不如去当个和尚?! (no offense to any monk and of course the sacredness of being one)

很难得才会用华语记录我的 blog, 唯有在这种情况下才会小写两句.. 很少见哦~ 

Moment of truth.

For one reason or another, I finally got the balls to actually spit it out. May not be the best of time, but well, never know when will I ever have that gutsy again!!

That heart-pounding moment when was something like the kick of smoking pot (as if I did). Oh well, it turned out to be, alright still... But we shall see, we shall see how it goes.

Never too late for another comeback C:

Yeap, back to writing once again :)

 This time round, I am writing with a different blogging mentality.

Gotta admit that I once had this naive and rather stupid thought that I HAD to continuously update my everyday life and events on a public domain so as to be 'glamorous' and 'popular'. I was wrong, really wrong... And that thought of mine really worth a thousand laughs when I actually look back because all the while I was writing for the sake of writing, and not so much of jotting down and preserving those meaningful life events that I cherish and wish to remember for the rest of my life. Put it simple, I took blogging as a way of writing my diary, which I think was a good idea, but as for now, I will not be spamming on my blog posts like how I used to do.

Life has been good throughout this one whole year that I have abandoned my blog page and look where are we heading to now- a brand new year!

It has always been ups and downs, things that came and gone in life... And there is no difference for those 365 days that I have spent on 2013! There were awesome moments such as my internship experience, 21st birthday surprise, uni class trips and so much more!! Of course, I too had some tough times which I chose to perceive them as part of learning in life, but from a harder way no doubt.

Time really flies I must say. 1 year of foundation and 3 years of degree life in Taylor's was like yesterday :O Made so many friends, learned and experienced so much that I thought I would have never had a chance to know and to try. Man, soon I will be stepping into a the next chapter of my life, a big one (If everything goes well with my degree, hopefully :D)

Today is the last day of 2013, yet another New Years Eve. Ain't not gonna have any fancy celebration like how it used to be, just gonna spend time gathering with some Uni mates and may our friendship last forever :)

Boon is still alive :)

10th March 2013, Sunday

If a week or two of being MIA is considered to be long, how about 6 months then?

And yes,approximately half a year it is when I last updated my blog. Guess there isn't anybody who is still following my blog because of that, hahaa! Oh well, the reason why I actually started blogging was a sudden and special urge from a person, and sooner rather than later it then became part of my life. Never for once I thought of becoming one of the fabulous bloggers out there... Why? Because I just don't have that in mind. To express myself and to keep hold of what meant to me in life by putting them into words- that's the drive behind.

For one reason or another, I just don't know why would I abandon my blog just like that after some 3 years of constant updates. So six months is the time needed for me to finally rediscovered the importance and meaningfulness of putting memories into words... Never too late tho :)

There was so much things that came across throughout the past six months. I had some really REALLY tough time back then. There was this period when I had so much, perhaps too much things to be taken care of. Somehow, I still managed to also get some fun out of all those misery and it was just as if I had roller coaster ride in life with so much ups and downs that all came back to back.

After all... Work hard, play hard, they said. ;)

One of the most significant highlights of my life is certainly my internship program that started early this year. It was a giant footstep into another part of my life, although it may not be as official as working a post graduate, but yea, there is somehow a feel of it~ Now that I have got 2 more weeks left before I start my new semester, time flies, what more could I say??

To tell everything that happened within this 6 months will definitely take me forever, so guess I'll just keep most of it in my head and hopefully I could write down those that will soon to be part of my life.

Ciaos~

Semester 4 =/

11th of September 2012, Monday...

Semester 4 starts, which means I'm just one sem away from my internship, YAY!! Initially having some tough time choosing and sorting out on things here and there. But after some time now, glad that its somehow settled, well the beginning part of all at least.

So yea, the moment when my result was released about 2 weeks ago, I was still having my not-so-holiday's vacation mood at granny's place. That was some anxious moment of truth when I opened up the result's folder... The good news was, I passed everything which I though I would have failed one of the subjects. The bad news was, my GPA and CGPA dropped drastically, teruk like hell! Thank god mom and dad weren't too disappointed, but I was kinda upset, no doubt =(

Well, new semester, new timetable, new faces(not really). And speaking of new timetable, I'm really having a shitty one. 4 and a half hours of break for Tuesday and 6 hours break between classes for both Wednesday and Thursday! Now tell me what am I suppose to do on those hours =S

Taylor's you b*tch!

23th of August 2012, Thursday...

Damn Taylor's for not releasing our results after so so long, YET! Don't you guys from the examination center realize that most of the students are still waiting and wanting to know the result so badly?! Not mainly because we wanted to know how good did we do, but to know whether are we gonna get a resit for the last paper that we all (I supposed) screwed up..

I even brought my textbook back for that very subject just in case if I really fail =/ So happened that am just about 1 week away from the commencement of my new sem and still, worrying much without any preparation in advance made -,-

Been a while since mom, dad and I last had time to spend together because of bro's work and his master degree.. So yea, Raya break was the time to have some bonding session :)

Initial plan, to KL to meet up bro, to granny's place at Perak and back to Kelantan for another one week before new sem starts. Everything went according to plan until when I received an announcement from Taylor's asking to be back by 28th and 29th for some important talk regarding on internships. That means I have my holiday period cut short just to go back for some talks will be one freaking week before semester starts!!! Man, luckily I didn't buy my flight ticket earlier or else I would have to burn it, just like that >:|

Taylor's, you're memang good at bothering your students with shits after shits!

great companies, awesome view...

13rd of August 2012, Monday...

After staying home without much socialization, yesterday and the day before had some well spent time after getting out from the house to get some catching up session with the high school mates.

The first night was a nice. Birthday celebration dinner for a friend along with the bunch. Good to see friends gathering together with the bonding session going on. Had a great night and somehow the next day was better.

Had dinner with parents and their close friends as usual. Then off we head to the beach after knowing that there was going to be rain of shooting stars! Well, tho it was just a few of them flew by with each having at least 15 minutes to about half an hour apart from another.

We were there, by the shore, laying down there with our eyes looking up into the sky with the beautiful view of the stars up above. It was my very first time to actually spend time looking over the sky and everything seems so well without any distraction and burden... That feeling was so strong that I wish I could stay there a lil bit longer.

That was the first time in my life that I witness shooting stars flew by right in front of my eyes.

How much I wish someone that is dear to me will be just right next to me the next time when I witness another shooting star flying by...

No where's better but home

9th of August 2012, Thursday...

Been more than a week after my break and I'm still pretty much enjoying. Sometimes I don't have to always be outside hanging with my buddies to enjoy, staying home with the family and having more interaction with them can be a great way to enjoy as well. Well for me at least it is :)

Weather's been sucky lately. Sometimes it rains, but most of the time its freaking humid and warm, and that has really got the body system go haywire. Been sneezing rapidly , randomly.. Worse was yesterday's headache, that pain in the head was some real shit that I could hardly get my rest even after my tiring futsal session.

Well, still finding my way to transfer pictures from my phone.. And soon am gonna share some for what I've been missing out for that entire 2 months, so stay tune ;)

Back to work~

Hey guys, I'm back :)

Used to be saying how much I've abandoned my blog every so often when it was just after a week or so without any updates. This time around, its not just about weeks, its about months! Been more than two months since the last time I've visited my own page and I even I couldn't believe that =/

Honestly speaking, I really didn't know what was the true reason for me to actually neglect my blog for months. Maybe I DO know, but then its gonna be one hell of a long-winded crappy explanation, so might as well just forget about it. After all here I am, doing what I used to do every so often, right? :)

Well, it feels good to get back writing here, really good..

There has been so many ups and downs, highs and lows throughout the passed two months and here I am, healthy still =) Awful shits happened, but awesome shits did as well.

Some highlight moments from the passed two months that I've been through..

1)Got my i-phone, like finally (thanks dad <3>


2)Had a super spontaneous road trip to godknowswhere with a BFF till sun rise! (started from 1 in the morning onwards) 


3)Got drunk for the first time (puked like mad that I couldn't remember any shit)


4)Went to Zouk for the first time (3 times in total)


5)Felt totally exploited by Shiseido for their stupid product as our assignment! (think Taylor's has part of the responsible as well)


6)Had an unexpected birthday surprise which I thought would be dreadful since it was 3 days before finals :'D


7)Feeling totally screwed for the first time after one final's paper


8)Went up to Genting with the mates after so sooooo long! (that was my first time *ahem*)




Of course it wasn't just that, so much more that I only mentioned those vivid ones that are still in my head :) Here I am back home just a few days earlier and it feels really good to be homed, as always~

One thing that I'm still thinking, the way to actually transfer my photos into my lappie.. hmm

Expect more, who those who feel like revisiting of course :)

Rejuvenated!

14th of April 2012, Saturday...

Never before I felt that weak as well when I found myself having both diarrhea and fever, double the pain =/ And I have never felt this great in my life before after almost 20 years of living!! Having been in such a bad situation is more than enough to both mentally and physically torture myself. So tough that I even had illusions(no joke). Every seconds, every minutes just seemed so so slow... Tho, I know there are much more people having way WAY shittier situation that what I was having, well at least I had that in mind all those while.

pills here!

Without any appetite, I had just 3 slices of bread in 2 days, that was all =O Came the third day when i felt like eating something, that was when I had porridge and some soup for my meal. So weak that I couldn't even walk properly... Everyday I blast the toilet, sleep on the bed, that was my life for the past 3 days ='(

Thanks to a friend of mine who is kind enough to actually cook me a pot of porridge alongside with some veggie when I woke up feeling like eating something. The time that I actually had the appetite and the porridge was just the best ever remedy~

thankiu Bendell!! ;)

Life's hard, even harder when shits are happening... But that caused me to actually come to realize on the importance of ones strong mental strength. Its not something easy to be mastered of, and now I know :)

ouch!

7th of April 2012, Saturday...

Bout one week coming back Subang and things went all well both in Uni and home. Pretty much enjoying life still, with all the awesome friends over here :D

Even better when I have got another 2 new housemates who came into the house :D more people means more fun, so yeah...

So there was this day when I had futsal with the gang at 12am which I had a lecture to attend earlier in the morning at 8. Agreed once the friends asked without even thinking twice #ChallengeAccepted. But one thing shitty was about the organizing part. Been calling for almost an hour asking here and there just to get a suitable time for all... Am just so sick and tired of it =.=

Oh ya, that was on Thursday night and technically its already Friday since we played at 12am, so it was "Good Friday" which didn't turn out to be really THAT good for me.

Not talking bout the performance of the game, but there was this one moment when I felt like getting a knock from a truck when I played as the goalkeeper... Got knocked by on of the friends who was 0.1 ton heavy and you can imagine how bad it actually was, eh? What's actually shitty is because I got the knock on the NOSE by the SHIN of that giant friend of mine. BANG!! But surprisingly it didn't bleed immediately after, only when I sneeze, and there was blood =/

*OUCH*

Now I can still feel the pain, hopefully that's not a fractured bone or something in my nose :O

Back to Uni :)

2nd of April 2012, Monday...

3 and a half months I've been staying at home, pampered with foods and love from the parents~

Coming back to Subang after so so long is like having a fresh new start on my Uni life, at least that's what I was expecting all the while during my holidays. Got back to Uni for the first time after so long, and it was really good to see so many new faces around, I don't know why is it so but it just feels right for me :D Of course, getting to meet up those long-lost Uni mates was just great!

Few days back, mom was always mumbling about the fact that I was about to leave home for months before she gets to see me at home =/ Man, I just wish the distance between Kota Bharu and Subang is just 3 hours away from one another, so that they couldn't come to visit me and my bro a lil bit more frequent =(

Oh well, time to get some rest for now, waking up at 6.15am isn't easy when I don't have enough sleep =O

mixed feelings

29th of March 2012, Thursday...

When I first knew that I was about to have a big fat 3 and a half month summer break immediately I knew it wouldn't be as long as it seemed to be. Yes indeed, now I have got just less than 3 days to be back to my Uni studying.

Time flies... And I know that very well :O

I must say that I've enjoyed every single day of being here at home with mom and dad. Why? Because it just feels great to be at home, don't you think?? Honestly, I've been missing life over at Subang which is much more exciting to be compared. So basically its just like myself wanting to stay at both different places at the same time =/

Oh well, take a look on my big boy when he was having his bath yesterday, had a tough time getting his butt into the toilet :O

LikeABoss

I shall have another post to be up pretty soon :)

The magical moment during...

24th of March 2012, Saturday...

During a wedding ceremony, witnessing two individuals coming together under such circumstance, a sacred and meaningful one I would say... Its just so special :'D

It was just THAT lil bit more special when the groom is actually one of the closest cousin bro of mine :)

There you go, some pictures... Didn't take much tho, cus there were quite a few professional cameramen with their DSLRs and those with their I-phones and stuff. Am just too shy to actually showoff my Sony Ericsson in front of them =P

the lovely couple that I love them so SO much!

the laddies~

the braaathaaaas :D

#LikeFatherLikeSon


and finally...

We come in a full package as well!! (even better if the groom and the bride of the day are in it)

Oh well, as usual we spent some quality time together for that 2 days before bro got back to his work on Monday. I cherish the moments when we were all together chilling in the hotel's living room :'D