22th of October 2008,Wednesday...
Well well,it's 22th of October,which means it is the end of my final exam!!what a relief...no more stress,no more pressure~freedom is ahead...YEAH XD Actually i had allready decided that i'm not going for school for today because i would like to have a nice time enjoying on my lovely bed...but then my mom doesn't allow that,she forced me to attend for today's class...sigh...
And so,because o that,i just sleep for almost 2 hours before going to school...wow,when i woke up my head feel kinda dizzy and my eyes was unable to open wide and clear...sleepy~. When i reached my class,there is something different happening around my class,before exam everyone was just rushing homeworks or studying in the class,and the atmosphere was just full of SORROW but since exam was finished,everyone just seems to be cheerfull and relaxing...
Everything goes allright until my English's period...when my english teacher came into the class,and she was holding a pile of papper,guess what? It's our exam's apper...A momment later,she yelled m name and said, 'BOON SIEW! How come your result is far more worse than your previous one?!What happen to you?! By that time i knew that my result must be awfull and unimaginale,this is due to the reason that on the day of my exam,im just too nervouse about thinking for the formula for the essay writting section,and that makes me get an extremely LOW marks on my English's papper 1...Then when i add up all the marks,the total was just 38! Which means i failed my English papper!!This haven't been appear on my history before!!
By that time i was totally shocked...and suddenly my friend yelled at me,and call me to calculate the marks accurately...thanks god,luckily,my teacher had misscalcullated on the marks for my papper...and the actualy marks was 40 which it is passing mark...By that time i was feeling like...'OMG,thanks!!' But actually scorring this kind of gred doesn't makes me feel that proud,because my english should be above average...and this time,due o the reason of nvervous during my exam,i had done lots of grammer mistakes on my essay and structure questions,and that actually makes me feel very bad...but well,since it is allready over,SIGH...i think i should just let it be...
23th of October 2008,Thursday...
Today,i had made a final decision to tell the person who loves me to stop the relationship,there are a few reason which only both of us knew about it...The only thing i can said to u was...'IM SORRY' because had considered about the problem for a looong time,and finally i decided to tell u what i really thinks about,i knew that you would be sad and disapointed because of this,but it's for our own good...you might feel that im sellfish,but i don't really thinks so...please be cheerfull,it's not worh to make yourself to feel bad...wish that u can be happy all the time...Im sorry once again...
Well,today its the same,i just managed to sleep for almost 2 hours before going to school...that makes me to be dizzy and im in a 'blury' condition...I had made a phone call to my Dear sis to wish her all the best luck for her final exam ^^,and as usual i went to school...
Today the atmospher of my class is just the same as yesterday....But things changed until it's Math's period,my teacher had allready finished marking all the papper for Math and she was going to return it to all of us...Everybody seems to be nervous about the result,and so am i...By the time i got my result...i was totally stunned,i was expecting to get almost at least 50 marks for this Math's papper 2,but then i just managed to get 37,and to made things worse,the reason that i can't score well is because that i had lost almost 10 marks of careless mistake on the papper...T.T haiz...Actually,after the exam of my English and Math's papper,i knew that i had done lotsa mistake on both pappers,and now i finnaly confirmed about it...Anyhow,at least i manage to pass these 2 papper...If i failed both these papper due to the reason of careless...i think i would rather just bang my head on the wall and suicide...T.T
24th of October 2008,Friday...
Hmm,today my time table was full of appointment,XD from day to night...This morning,as usual...hohoho i slept at 5am~and woke up around 6am to wish my sis for her exam once again,then at 9am i still had a breafast appointment with my buddies at Renaissance's Hotel's 'Dim Sum' wahahaha...By right i should woke up at 8am to prepare everything,but due to the tiredness,i overslept...hoho,at 9.10am my friend phoned me and woke me up,then only i quickly rushed and cleaned myself up...haha,4 of us had a great time having the breafast...^^
After that,i went to hang out with some friends at a shopping omplex and we had alot of fun on billiard...it's almost 3 months that i didn't touch the cue for billiard...1st and 2nd match was sucky because i still cant managed to control the cue ball...Then,the following games get better and better,an finally i found my 'feel' with the cue that im using...huhu,won lotsa matches oo~but there is no source of gamble...just for fun...^^
Then finally ,we went for a friend's birthday party...After the party,im totally exhausted,and my eyes are going to collapse at anytime...@.@
26th of October 2008,Sunday...
Well,apparently there is nothing particullar that happen in these few days,hmm...these few days im just hagging out with friends,attending parties and also one of my favourite--->DOTA~ At least 2 matches of Dota per day and thats how i survive for this so called 'after-exam's period' huhuhu...Dota actually entertaint me alot,especially when i get someone killed by myself,wuahahaha...But sometimes we get to meet some weirdo during some games,those guys just wont cummunicate,and that makes the game to be sucky...
Hmm...besides,my dear Benny (doggie) ^^,currently he was suffering in a skin problem oo,although its not in a serious condition,but still needs to get some medicine to recover,after having a bath with the medicated shampoo,seems to be alot more better oo~get well soon my dear Benny ^^
ARGHHH...now i remember that there is something that pissed me out,it's my handphone!! My Sony-Ericssn K-770i,whats wrong with you?! Months ago,my hp's key pad was kinda hard,it's difficult to click on it!And now,my camera on the hp had some stupid problem...After the lens was slided down,the screen actually appears nothing...Only a back screen with those symbols...Then sometimes it can be function once in a while,im totally pissed by this situation.When i need it for some emergencies such as taking photo with some beautifull girls or some beautifull girl's friends (hohoho) or mayb when i need to snap some beautifull girl's photo,the stupid camera just won't funciton!! ARGH,gonna repair it as fast as possible!!
Sigh...later on i still gonna attend a party tonite,i need the camera...god bless my hp,please revive my camera!! I will truely appreciate that alot,i need to have lots of picture with my friends and pretty girls!HOHOHO,please help me out~
27th of October 2008,Monday...
Hmm...This morning,again i just managed to sleep for about 3-4 hours due to the reason of chatting...hehehe,when i woke up,straightly went for 'brunch' and then shopping in a shopping mall with my parents,that makes me so tired,when i reached home,directly went towards my lovely bed and snor like a pig...XD
HAHAHAHA...today when im shopping in the mall,something happen and it was a miracle! Because these kind of things never happen in my life before...This is due to the appearance of my elder brother! The story started when we was walking around the mall,we meet a friend of my mom and she was walking along with her little daughther that was just about 3 or 4 years old,she was sooooo adorable and cute ooo...
At first,the small little girl never notced about me and my brother,she just noticed my mom and my mom started to wave her hand towards the little girl....But then she never reply it in any motion,and just turn around...When she first saw my brother,she din't give any reaction either,just a little smile,the main point was----> when she looked at me,she actually smiles with her mouth opened widely and seems soooo happy,hohoho...and even waved her hand towards me...WAH! That makes me to be damn happy because finally i had being spotted by someone,although she was just a little girl...And then she even wanted to shake my hand!! That makes me feel more happy!!! XD
Actually the main reason that im so happy is because,whenever my elder brother was around with me,and then when we meet some aunty or uncle,or mayb some friends of my parents,their eye sight will ALLWAYS concentrate on my brother,and by that time,im just like a pity boy standing behind...and no one had ever noticed my apearance T.T Because most of them just noticed my brother instead of me becuase he looks more handsome than i am...T.T
Here is some example,when we went out together,and those uncle or aunty would probably said the same thing when they saw my elder brother,they was like :'WOW,is this your son?? He looks very handsome oo" and so,my appearance is being abandon...T.T Somtimes they might noticed bout me,and what they said was..."AIYO,is this your ELDER son??he is sooo big in size ooo" That actually makes me wanna bang my head on the wall...SIGH...
And this is why im so happy for today..LOLX
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