Yesterday (Tuesday),it was our time which we will perform everything which we had been practicing for almost 2 weeks in time. Well,this time we didn't expect to go any further for this competition,our aim/main target is just to perform our dikir well and nice,well,the entry for the final isn't important for us at all. This is because,most of us doesn't really feel like having the mood to be in the final.
Well then,things happen on our expectation. During the day,everything seems to gone wrong,we were all nervous before our performance,worst come to worst,after looking at Sc1 and Sc2's performance,we've totally lost even the tiny bit of hope of having a well performance... Final??!! Naaaah! In our dream!!
When it's time for us,we went in with just about 20+ of us,with this kind of amount of participant,the 'semangat' is far more different in compared with other classes. When the music starts to play,I've already done a mistake,and it seems to be even worse in compared with our previous practices... It's damn embarrassing that i was sitting at the place which the crowd were just beside my left hand side! And alot of my friends were looking over MY mistakes! Gaaah...
This time we ain't going into the final as we did last year,last year we were kinda in a shock to be in the final,because our performance doesn't seems to reach the level,but then we did it in a miracle,cool right? ^_^ This time,we deserve for the result,as our participant were all 'sucky' that they have thousands and millions of excuses to be absence for each and every time of the practice! This is also one of the reason that we've lost our confident on our performance,because we couldn't have everyone to turn up for the practice for even ONCE! Well,i kinda hope to get into the final,because it's our last year to be in SMCH,well without the help from everyone,i can't just get into the final by myself,so yeah... Just let it be...
Well,today i got locked up in the kitchen,as mom went out and she accidentally locked me up in the kitchen,i was like knocking the door like mad,and at last i gave up and decided to have a short nap on the dinning table,LOL!
No pictures and photos for today ya, ^_^
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